Every night,
I lay down my head,
Ready to try and get some rest.
But I close my eyes,
And what I see,
Is the most beautiful thing,
More beautiful then I could ever dream.
So I slowly drift off to sleep,
Lost in this dream of ecstasy.
Then come morning,
I open my eyes,
Sad to leave that dream behind...
But soon I will have that from my dream,
To hold in my arms in reality.
So here I sit,
Lost in the dream,
Thinking only about you and me...
As I sit here and I think,
Looking back on my old dreams.
Once you were the only thing,
That was a part of every scene.
Now looking at those dreams,
I realize now how I let them sink.
So I finally let go and say goodbye,
And send them off with a drink.
Never again to hold your heart,
All because I left it all in the dark.
So now I sit here and I think,
I'll just have one last drink.
Can you keep a secret?
It is a secret I often try to hide.
I always see the same face,
When ever I close my eyes.
I have tried to say what it is,
That goes threw my mind at night.
But truth be told is that when ever I try,
I feel even more the pain inside.
Can you keep a secret?
It is a secret that pains me inside.
All I see is distance,
When ever I look in her eyes.
I have tried to figure out,
When it was that it happened.
But truth be told is that as hard as I try,
I just can't seem to find out why.
Can you keep a secret?
It is a secret I am sick of hiding.
Even though I feel that no one believes me,
I care for her more then I can hide.
How do you choose, when there are so many paths in front of you? A path that is possibly leading to an end, and could be the only chance for it to do so, even though you would like to keep it from happening. A path that leads towards possibly making someone happy, but not sure if it is really a good path to head down. And a path that leads to an unknown place, but still looks curiously inviting, all though quite possibly closed at the farther parts. Some can be walked at the same time, others can not be shared, and some shouldnt be, but possibly may. So many different paths, with only a few listed here. What does one do? How does one
Born of the Night,
With power unchecked.
by the passing of the moon,
His knowledge grows.
Strength stolen by blood,
Many know his touch.
Destroyed by pure rage,
Then saved by a stranger's love.
Here in lies his story,
The tale of the first Vampic.
People have their own opinions of what is the hardest part of life. Here is mine: Friendship. Not the acquaintance friendship, but true friendship. The kind where you let someone in to your heart. For when you have to let them go and fly on their own or fall, a part of you seems to die, the part of you that you only shared with them, and not with anyone else. I believe this to be true, regardless of the reason. But the first time they look at you with something other than friendship, and you know that that is how they will look at you from then on, you will, if even for an instant, wish you didn't have to let them go. I believe this to be one
Look into his eyes,
Bright as the pale moon.
Hold his gaze,
Hot as the winter nights.
Who is this wanderer,
Calm as an ocean before the storm?
None know from where he came,
Nor where he plans to go.
All that is known,
Is that he is after someone's soul.
Time, in essence to us, is life. For when you have time, you have life. As we run out of time on something, we are coming up to a deadline, or the end. Time is up for it, and it is as it shall be. But what about us? Our lives? What happens when we truly have no more time? When we reach our deadline? For time is not of the essence, but is the very essence of the world, of our existence here, in this place--but what about when we get beyond this world, this existence, does time still matter? At least, as we see it, or does time cease to exist as w
As I walk down this road,
This so-called road of Life,
Looking all around me,
Seeing only darkness of Night.
Walking along the little road,
Trying hard not to let go,
But it is so hard holding on,
When everyone is gone for so long.
Yet still I walk down this road,
This so-called road of life,
Trying my hardest to hold on,
To what little life I still own.
Though I look all around me,
Seeing only darkness of Night,
To the left and right of this little road,
Death and decay is all I know.
Every night,
I lay down my head,
Ready to try and get some rest.
But I close my eyes,
And what I see,
Is the most beautiful thing,
More beautiful then I could ever dream.
So I slowly drift off to sleep,
Lost in this dream of ecstasy.
Then come morning,
I open my eyes,
Sad to leave that dream behind...
But soon I will have that from my dream,
To hold in my arms in reality.
So here I sit,
Lost in the dream,
Thinking only about you and me...
As I sit here and I think,
Looking back on my old dreams.
Once you were the only thing,
That was a part of every scene.
Now looking at those dreams,
I realize now how I let them sink.
So I finally let go and say goodbye,
And send them off with a drink.
Never again to hold your heart,
All because I left it all in the dark.
So now I sit here and I think,
I'll just have one last drink.
Can you keep a secret?
It is a secret I often try to hide.
I always see the same face,
When ever I close my eyes.
I have tried to say what it is,
That goes threw my mind at night.
But truth be told is that when ever I try,
I feel even more the pain inside.
Can you keep a secret?
It is a secret that pains me inside.
All I see is distance,
When ever I look in her eyes.
I have tried to figure out,
When it was that it happened.
But truth be told is that as hard as I try,
I just can't seem to find out why.
Can you keep a secret?
It is a secret I am sick of hiding.
Even though I feel that no one believes me,
I care for her more then I can hide.
This is the curse of the human race.
Forever angry,
Forever in rage.
In the begining,
In the end,
You may never win.
You will fight,
You will fall,
But I will still,
Own you all.
Am I held,
By the curse?
The curse that tortures you all?
Am I held,
By the curse?
The curse that will cause your fall?
Am I held,
By the curse?
The curse of your race?
I'm not, because I'm the curse,
The curse on you all.
I'm not, because I'm the anger,
The anger with in you all.
He looks behind him at her,
But remember, "Just Friends"
He listens to her voice,
Hoping they where more.
He whatches as she smiles with dimples on either side,
But remember, "Just Friends"
He looks into her perfect blue eyes,
Hoping they where more.
He walks out the class right behind her,
But remember, "Just Friends"
He waits for her to call,
Hoping they where more.
He answers the phone excited to hear her voice,
But remember, "Just Friends"
He goes to meat her at a park,
Hoping they where more.
His face lightens up at the sight of her,
But remember, "just Friends"
He rides with her where ever she wants,
Hoping they where
Only in death can life be understood,
And only in boredom can one truly appreciate adventure.
Only when one uses a sword does one understand the concept of pain,
For only with the death of another on your soul, even when it is on the battlefield,
Can one truly understand the burden of a swordsman.
So take the time to not just listen to the older people's stories of death and pain,
But watch their face as they tell the stories,
For you may just see a glimpse of what it truly means to feel the pain of the soul.
What is life, then but a slow dream, ending in darkness?
We must try to grab at every bit of light given to us,
And try to al
As I walk down this road,
This so-called road of Life,
Looking all around me,
Seeing only darkness of Night.
Walking along the little road,
Trying hard not to let go,
But it is so hard holding on,
When everyone is gone for so long.
Yet still I walk down this road,
This so-called road of life,
Trying my hardest to hold on,
To what little life I still own.
Though I look all around me,
Seeing only darkness of Night,
To the left and right of this little road,
Death and decay is all I know.
Time, in essence to us, is life. For when you have time, you have life. As we run out of time on something, we are coming up to a deadline, or the end. Time is up for it, and it is as it shall be. But what about us? Our lives? What happens when we truly have no more time? When we reach our deadline? For time is not of the essence, but is the very essence of the world, of our existence here, in this place--but what about when we get beyond this world, this existence, does time still matter? At least, as we see it, or does time cease to exist as w
Look into his eyes,
Bright as the pale moon.
Hold his gaze,
Hot as the winter nights.
Who is this wanderer,
Calm as an ocean before the storm?
None know from where he came,
Nor where he plans to go.
All that is known,
Is that he is after someone's soul.
This is the curse of the human race.
Forever angry,
Forever in rage.
In the begining,
In the end,
You may never win.
You will fight,
You will fall,
But I will still,
Own you all.
Am I held,
By the curse?
The curse that tortures you all?
Am I held,
By the curse?
The curse that will cause your fall?
Am I held,
By the curse?
The curse of your race?
I'm not, because I'm the curse,
The curse on you all.
I'm not, because I'm the anger,
The anger with in you all.
Current Residence: California Personal Quote: "We all fall down at times. That isn't what matters. What matters is how many times we can get up, dust our selves off, and keep going."
Favourite Games
Anything with a strong, interesting story, so lean more towards RPGs...
Wow, it has been years since I've been on here... I bet most people on here don't even remember that I exist on this site! XD guess this means I should start cleaning up some writings to get on here... Hmm...
I know I promised I would start writing again, like, a year ago now. And Lord knows I have had plenty of things to inspire me to write, good and bad, as well as somewhere in the middle of those two points. But truth be told? I can't seem to find the words any more. I still have the weird look on life that used to make it so easy for me to just put my fingers to the keys, and type something out without even thinking, but lately, the words just don't want to flow. I don't know what it is, but something just isn't allowing the thoughts in my head to float to the screen anymore. Maybe I have just lost the touch, or grown out of it? I don't know.
So, I just went threw my gallery...and noticed that for as long as I have been on here, I don't have all that much...but I have recently come across a backup of a lot of my old writings that someone very dear to me held onto, so once I get another computer, which will hopefully be soon, I shall fix that problem one way or another. So keep your eyes open! Who knows, I may even find a way to do it sooner then that! Happy Holidays to everyone!
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Send This To All Your Friends, And Me If I Am 1. If You Get 7 Back You Are Loved!
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